Healing the healer

At the end of last year I decided to make some changes in my life. In order for me to continue a new chapter in my spirituality I had to start working more on myself and give more to my path. It is no secret that lately I have struggled with my health more than usual. I say this because I have always had a problem with being overweight and my relationship with food has not always been the best because of my up bringing. When I got covid 19 at the end of last year it really has done a number on my body.

In June of last year I decided to go Plant based. For many years now since my spiritual awakening I have been drawn to holistic medicine and how our food is very important in our healing and longevity.

I have done juicing fast and been plant based. I have learned how important it is for the body to also be as good as the mind and spirit. I have always been vocal about my struggles.

I understand that my path is not everyone else's and that is the beautiful thing about being human.

We should be eating to live not living to eat and food is just as much as an addiction because like drug use we are not dealing with emotions but rather covering them because its hard to deal with.

Healer or not we are not completely where we need to be and we are continuously growing and healing.

I fall short just like everyone else. The difference is I have learned to face my problems and move past them. Getting my body health is the most important thing in my life right now. I am currently 316 pounds, The biggest I have ever been in my life. While I am retaining fluid bad and will most likely lose close to 20 pounds when I get to the root of my ailments. I still need to work on my diet. I started a vegetarian diet In October and I allowed myself to eat unhealthy processed foods. Yes there is such thing as a junk eating vegan and vegetarian lol.

While I am proud of the fact I have cut meat out of my life I am still realistic that I have more to cut out. When I think of my spiritual journey, I think of how beautiful it is and how things are amazing. The one thing that isn't is my struggling health. I have never felt so helpless yet encouraged. This journey has not been easy but I can say with sound mind that I am a fighter no matter what. I know what self discipline is and have been left alone in my own thoughts to understand the words. Eat to live!

This is one of many updates to come. I have always shared my journey openly because I know that I am not alone in this and if I can inspire others that makes me happy.

Much love.